' Jodi Emon hoto '

Raat Jaga Lekha..

Still ...Apart

.....Time has not changed yet......

Jedin Surjo apon korte sikhbe raat ke,

jedin biswas ke churi hate tara korbe na prapti,

khawoar cheye jedin rasta r chele ta maar khabe na,

Bastob jedin bhalobasbe rupkothader,

Sedin ami bolbo,keno ami kede chilam !

Aj dabi kore bolte pari ..." na tomra keu bojhoni ! "

Dombher arale lokano dhar kora protishruti,

kothar chape sesh niswas felechilo ...

Jedin krishnokolir chokher jol

muche debe tar krishno-borno,

bived er nogno dristi jabe jwole,

jedin natok dekhano hobe sudhui rongomonche,

Se r tumi rong mekhe song sajbe na jedin,

Sedin......

Kotha roilo,

Ami ek notun vasai notun diner golpo likhbo......

Jibito Bhoy...

Pother sesh e.....

Metho pothe hata kal e
ebar bari phire jai,
mone hoto jodi........
Notun gram chena hoto ki !

Durer bhalo dekha kal e
ajker amar bhalo
dekhtam jodi.....
Bhobissot e bacha jeto ki !

Megh akash choya r kal e
janla r sarsi
bondho kortam jodi....
Joler fota Bristi te mishto ki !

Bhalobese bytha paoa kal e
Kede vasatam jodi
kobitar sobdo te
Anubhutir gondho paoa jeto ki !

Notun gram,
Bhobissot,
Joler fota ,
r Anubhuti
aj ovijog hane
“moner ghor e jukti na ene,
bhule korechile....” ;
“amader bhalo vebe,
bhul korechile.....”

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Aj to ‘bhul’ o bole
“Sasti tomar prapyo,
na-paoar majheo
tumi paoar sopno dekhechile”

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Ghur Poth

Aj bochor er sesh din,Kal notun bochor er notun din.... Choto bela suntam, "bochor er prothom din ja korbe,sara bochor tomar sathe setai hobe"..... Achhca jodi ami kal ektu kanna kati kori, tahole ki ami sara bochor dhore kadbo?....ekhon bodh hoi r choto nei ami.... Nah, tahole mone hoi emon tao r amar jonnyo sotti noi.Aj vablam ekta kobita likhbo,vebe ki r ami kono din kichu korte perechi !.... Onishoyota, Sunyota, Sob kichu sathe otoprotovabe jorie ache je.....

Sesh porjonto Blog e kichu ekta likhte boslam......Emni e,karon chara, jukti chara, chonnochara.... Pore kono ekdin ei kotha gulo Blog e pore mone korbo bole noi, likhchi nijeke santona deoar jonyo. Lekha ei jinis ta boro bhalo lage ajo amar... Etao jani na kobe chere debo, jemon vabe aka chere dilam...

Aj ar hiseb korte bosbo na goto ekbochor e ki pelam r ki haralam.....karon hiseb er khata bhore r ki hobe..."Jibon Khatar proti patai jotoi lekho hiseb nikesh...kichui robe na" ...Kichhcui thake na, kichu na.Gaan tao boro bhalo, keu hoito khub kosto peyei gaan ta likhechilo, hoito ba kono kichute utsahito hoye likhechilo...Kichu jinis ojana thaklei hoito bhalo thaka jai...

Ar roilo pore Notun bochor e ami notun ki korbo..jake bola hoi "New Year Resolution ".....hmmm....Kal jodi notun kichu korar jonnyo poristhiti tai na thake, onno kichu korte baddho kore feli nijeke...jodi r ami e na thaki ....Tahole aj vebe ki hobe.....Poth ta proti ta din nijei dekhie debe....Sudhu ektu biswas korte hobe din take .....r durer oi Surjo take, je alo dekhai, r amra aloi jaowar kobita likhi, gaan gai.

Tahole dekhai jak 2010 kemon hoi ..... R 31.12.2010 e ami Blog e ki likhi. !!

.....Songobodh er Songi......

Jibon amar golokdhandha ,

judhdha - shanti, vanga-gorar khela ..

Akar- ingit, vab probonota ;

Jibon abar nihsongota ...

Hasi kannar bosoti ei dui chokh ,

Jibon chai sukh tao songi hok ..

Joy - porajoy, klanti nishidin ;

mon ta bole ,'Jibon tumi je ek wrin !'

Abar Jibon daridrer ondhokar e ,

samudratot e bhalobasa r chobi anke ..

Akash-batash, swopno-sofol muhurto ;

Jibon bole,'Amar sudhu ektai shorto !'

~~~~~~ Alapcharita

Chotobela r swopno sathe niye cholte cholte jedin koishor er dorjaye aslam...sedin purono swopno ja chute cheyechilam...r ja itimodhdhyei chuye felechilam .......... segulo jeno ektu

oprasongik hoye porlo.....ar jokhon school er gondi periye college e aslam..porashona chara tokhon mathaye r kichui chilo na..kemon jeno niyom er berajal e ami anondo kora takei 'uchit- anuchit' er modhdhe bedhe diyechilam....jibon e sob kichutei poriborton ase..amar khetreo er byatikrom holo na...niyom gulo aste aste jibon theke onno mane nite suru korlo, r ami mon er kotha sunlam...jani na thik korechilam ki bhul..tabe nijer jotoi kosto hok. kono dino ami onner kharap chaini..hoito thik e korechilam, noito jibon e boro hote partam na..jai hok, tarpor aste aste mon takei khub baje bole mone hote laglo, karon dukhkho chara je mon kichui dei ni ...asha r biswas er mane ami bhulte bosechilam..morichika r pichon e doure ami jibon ta thekei beriye aschilam.............................

tabe hoito amar jonno aro onek kichu opekhkha korchilo, jokhon e kokhono kono badha r samukhkhin hoyechi proti baar keu jeno hath dhore sekhan theke amake sorie eneche..ebaro setai holo...aste aste baje laga gulo bhalo lagte suru korlo, ami bujhlam je jibon er apurno muhurto gulo na sorie sathe niye cholte hoi, jate porobortite jibon e segulo r phire na ase, koster jayega gulo mon theke fele na diye mon er kon e rekhe dite hoi, jate jibon e matha tule darano jai...ami kono dino egulo bujhte partam na jodi Jibon ta kemon vabe bachte hoi, seta ami na sikhtam, ha sikhtam e bola thik, karon keu amake hath dhore eta sikhieche............

aj jokhon pichon phire dekhi, to onek kichu mone ase, sudhuii mone ase, karon jibon er poroborti podokhkhep to ami samner dike felbo, r otit ta jibon er khata tei theke jabe....

Jibon e onek kichu peyechi, onek kichu paini, onek kichu peye hariechi, onek kichu na asha korei peyechi ................

chaoa - paoa r ei mishel e hatat kore jeno onekta boro hoe gelam....kintu mon er vitor ta ajo ekta bachha r moto bayena korte chai, kichu na pele hath pa chure kadte chai, phire jaoar poth ta ki ami khuje pabo, hoito phire jaoar poth ta harie jaoar modhdhei lukie ache...ekhon sudho harie jaoar opekhkha.................. !!!

Punorabrittyi

Jana Onek kichu Ojana holo

ar Ojana tumi hole Chena,

Mon ke barbar kore Upekhkha

abar Mon er kothai holo shona .

Sudhu ektu Bhalo thakar Ashai !

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Nijer vossyo theke

jevabe Pheonix uthe ase

Notun pran er Jiyon kathi chuye,

abar firee elam Ami

Jibon sudhu tomar mukh cheye ......

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.......Chaturthi.........

Mayer jwalano sondhyaprodip,

Akash e gutiguti neme asa ondhokar,

Ekta onek boro janla......

.......Haowar donamona ;

Batas er sporshe gacher patar baul gaan

Abhas dei protiniyoto...

Jibon abar asbe,

Pashe bosbe.

Durga pujor aroti

Montrer uchcharon,

Notun fota fuler

Notun kore prokashito hooar odomyo ichca,

Ek jhak pakhir barir proti taan,

Moner ayenai bristir pododhdhoni

.... . Jibon abar asbe,

Notun kore hese, aro onek bhalobasbe

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Tumi sudhu ekbar sara diyo.

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Itni Mohabbat karli ki dil mein nafrat ki jagah nahi bachi

Itna ro lia ki aankhon mein khushi ki chamak nahi rahi

Yun to hum bhi haste hai,

Duniya ki bhid mein jeene ki koshish karte hai.................

Par itna marke jee liya ki jeene ki wajah nahi bachi..

swopno dekha jak

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Kotha debe bolo,
chokher dike takie bolbe bolo ,
.......ami chokh bujle tumi asbe,
mathai hath rekhe
ekta notun golpo sonabe;
ekta nodir golpo,
ekta pakhir golpo,
r lal – neel projapoti dhorar golpo,
sudhu hasir golpo...............
chokhe jol asbe,
tabe seta hasir sarthokotai
.................moner purnotai .
kotha debe bolo.............
ami chokh bujle tumi asbe,
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aj tobe ekta notun swopno dekhbo
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choto belakar swopno....Boro hobo.........

Aj theke kichu bochor por

ei dhuli dhusorito prithibi theke

onek dure harie jabo..

aj keno tabe eto byabodhan,

keno eto swartho sandhan ?

Nijer laver kotha vebe,

gu(n)rie deoa arekjon er mon !

mithya protishrutir asfalon......

sotti r kache mukh lukie

aghat er por aghat....................

aghat soe sikhkha laver basana,

aj mone hoi.........................

jibon ke deoa e sudhui santana.

Sikhkha ar oviggota r eto boro dam !

biswas ar raat jaga chokher jol

sojhyo korte paro ki?

Boro hobar ichcha ar ache ki ? 

~~~ Kichu Rong ~~~

Ekta boro sada canvas

ogonito rong, tuli r chorachori.

dahan er jala, govir dirghossas

ar amar ei pagol mon.

Akashi ronger akash e

durer raater oi chand,

ajo swopner bhir,

mon kharap er dhusor choa .

raat jaga lalche chokh,

swachcha jolokonar bristi,

khoto bikhkhoto hridoye abiswaser kosto,

moner jogot e bhalobasar porobari .

mon keno sotti kotha bolona ?

kosto pao,

taboo keno bhalobaste charona?

mon..................

keno tumi sada canvas hote parle na !

jantranar lal rong...

keno muche felte parle na?

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Harano Jibon

Thik char baar amader dekha hoechilo,

mone ache.......sei je prothom baar

bristir majhe oi chaunir tolai.......

konodin takieo dekhtam na dokan tar dike,

sediner por kono din emon jaini dekhini dokan take;

prothom baar chokhe chokh,

kichu ekta bolte chaoa,

............bus ta boro taratari chole elo sedin.

Dwitio baar er kotha ajo vebe hasi,

kotha bolte gie tumi kotoi na bhoy pele

bisom kheye hochot er por tomar sei kotha

sorol moner uchchas

amar sedin boro bhalo legechilo.

Tritio baar sei tin ti shobdo................

“Ami tomake bhalobasi”

sorgio anubhuti sristi hoechilo muhurter jonno

chokh buje prothom kauke biswas korechilam

bhorosa chilo khub, sukhi hote chaoar basana

notun kore jiyon kathi chuechilam sedin........

Golpo kobita r moto jibon e sabuj patar jhor

diba swopner majhe vabissat er karukarjo...

Din boye gelo..............................

parnamochi gacher sabuj pata muche gelo,

sundar ei parthibo jogot theke......

Aslo sei chaturtho din, jiboner soronio din.

Tomar sathe abar holo dekha,

tumi hasle, govir chokher sei purono dristi

asosto ami tomar mon er bhasa porar jonno udgrib

moner kotha sunlam sedin tomar,

“Ojana ek harano sur tumi, tomai to chini na !

bhalobasar mane ami to jani na..tin ti sobdo abar

...........Tomai ami bhalobasina.............”

Ekta swopno...onek kotha

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| Ekta swopno.......

| Ami ar Tumi .

| porer swopno....

| Ekta choto ghor .

| porer swopne

| hasi bhora mukh,

| ar khola mon er sukh .

| swopner melai

| jibon er dokan,

| nagordolar ghure chola

| hasir por kanna r kotha bola .

| Rong berong er moner manus,

| rongin ei Prithibi,

| Tuli r tan e praner choyai

| a(n)ka jibonto chobi .........

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My Poems and the after Effects

I was 13 year old , a school girl, away from all the complexities (not the time complexity) of life and human mentality, by that time I wrote a poem about a tree which was cut by some men. At that time I was not at all serious about this feature of mine that I can too write poems. I can vividly remember that I made a boat with that paper on which I wrote the poem and let it go on a very long journey. I don't know whether it got its destination or not, but it showed me a way to lead my life. It gave me pleasure of creating something rather it gave me the lesson of being happy in any kind of situation by penning down the words of my heart on a white paper.I wrote many poems and stiil writing poems just like I am playing any kind of game , but ya truly it is one kind of a game , the game with words, the game with the thoughts which are kept aside in some parts of our hearts and sudden storm brings them out of that secure place. But I can never ever forget those moments when I wrote my first poem "Tarulata"...................A divine feeling. I did not feel this feeling at that time but now I can realise the inner meaning.

I believe that whatever we write in the form of a poem, we strongly have trust on that. And what we feel and experience in life that influence our writings. I will not say that all of my poems show my fight with life and my emotions but many of them do so. I never dedicate my poems to anyone because I don't think that I am capable of dedicating these simple and mere poems to someone. But I will definately take the names of some special persons who have brought this quality out of me. I will surely do that but at appropriate time when I will be able to show adequate gratitude towards them..............Thank you so much........

Mon e porbe tomake

Oi poronto rode ar durer oi math,

koto hak dak ar chil chitkar,

koto kede jaoa bikel,

ar hese jaoa din.

koto gaan ar koto moja

ektu gyan ektu pora

tar majhei sukh take neoa bhara

ektu boka khaoa

ar onek bhalobasa.

koto smriti, amar - tomar harie jaoa

eto sob kichur majhe

jhor jol mathai nie darie thaka

lorai kore egie chola

sorbongsoha

amar ..........GCECT.

sudhu 'Tomar' jonno

Andhar raate chand uthbe Tomar jonno;

Tomar jonnoi chandana ta kotha koe uthbe,

Durga pujoi dhak e notun sur

ar vashan e chokher jol

Sob Tomake mone korei asbe .

Mosjid e ekjon Tomar jonno porbe namaj,

Ekjon Tomar jonno sajbe noibidyo.

Tomake mone kore notun protha hobe rachana.

Ar ami......

ami bachbo sudhu Tomar jonnoi......................